Yeah, insanity.

2009-11-21T06:59:00.000-08:00

Sup, Im back home.
I had an awesome 3 days.
I fell sick the first 2.

Things always change.

2009-11-15T05:42:00.000-08:00

Gone from 16 - 20.

2009-11-14T07:24:00.000-08:00

2pBe! -GRIN-

My mum came back ytd.
And the first thing she did was scream when she stepped into home. Gosh, sometimes she's just scary.

Today is Saturday and it's 11.30. Sunday is coming! Heh.
But Monday is coming too, which means I'm off to KL soon.
Ah. Better to have a few hours to talk then nothing at all.
I'm learning to be grateful for the small things. (=

What the hell. It could be me being paranoid again, or it's just you being obvious.
I'm amazed, Mr. "I'm over her and into anth girl", cuz you never fail to describe me like I'm some seriously dumb bitch.
And since I'm like that to you, why the fuck do you care anymore? Huh. Who's using excuses now.

2009-11-12T04:10:00.000-08:00

Everything happens for a reason.
And even if you are totally unsure of what that reason is, it still happens.

2009-11-10T05:49:00.000-08:00

^^ I get my fun sometimes.

2009-11-08T06:02:00.000-08:00

Feel like slapping something, anything.
Guess I am a jealous person.

Dont even think about it.

2009-11-07T07:24:00.001-08:00

I feel like having this webcam series.
Hey, join me.

Oh guess what. Today was top rope.
That's right, AKU TOP ROPED!
Haha, altho I dint feel much difference when the news was out.
Made it thru qualifications and finals is tomorrow. Aku like malas yknw? Sigh.
It's 11.27 and I should be sleeping already.

2009-11-06T03:02:00.000-08:00

I had a fun indoors day. Thankyou dira.
Heh.

2009-11-05T21:16:00.000-08:00

Dont you think I'm an attention seeker?
I dont know why I'm like this, but recently I've been getting pissed at least once every day.
I never fail to get ticked off by something or someone.
And I think too much too.
Then I get stressed over nothing, which leads to me hating my own guts.

But the weird thing is, it takes me a fxking long time before I find words to explain myself.
That's why I've been writing really short posts.
Although sometimes it's because I dont bother telling people about life.
Who wants to read yet another story that you cant understand cuz it's about something you totally have no idea about. Yes, I know the feeling. It makes your head itch.
I guess for some people blogging's the only way to show how much your unhappy.

So if I gave that a try, I'd probably be the unhappiest paranoid blogger on earth.
More of paranoid, actually.

2009-11-05T05:32:00.000-08:00

Lead this Saturday.
Or should I say, lead fall this Saturday.
Heheh.

2009-11-02T04:41:00.000-08:00

Been less than 24 hours.
Already feeling empty.

2009-10-29T17:32:00.001-07:00

I think I'm a jealous person.
Yuck.

2009-10-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

Damn.
I never realised how creepishly important one click might be.
It's like a life or death situation. Almost.
I'm honestly out of words this time.

I want in on double sci, but something else isnt allowing me to.
I improved but I dont feel like I did.
I passed my expectations for three subjects.
And honestly, one of them was maths.

But. My grade sucks. And its stopping me from what I want.
Doesnt matter how well I did for the others.
Sucks how 5% means so much to you.

What do I do?
Find guts and risk it.

2009-10-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

"Do not use hair dryer when asleep."
I dont know why, but that's the sentence that first came to my head.

Okeh I honestly hate doing the chronological what-I-did-today post. So dont expect it.
And unfortunately, switching off after exams was a dream. Yeap.
Bcuz now I just feel irresponsible, which I probably am huh. It's silly how I like pushing things till they cant be pushed any further.
Tsk, bad habit.

Look, my mind is on hiatus. So whenever I open this dang page to post it's like..
Blank page, blank mind, blank face. Excellent.
Which is why I just took about 5 minutes to think of this sentence.
Eh I'm doing it again. Aite, I'll scoot.

Peace.

2009-10-19T04:30:00.000-07:00

Eh.
I miss you but I feel like breaking you apart too.
It's fun confusing me isnt it?

2009-10-18T06:52:00.000-07:00

So much for dumb Aquila.

2009-10-08T02:58:00.000-07:00

Malay paper 1 & 2
English paper 1 & 2
Science paper 2
Maths paper 2
~~Geography~~
Literature
D&T
Maths paper 1
Science paper 1
Hello dumb Aquila. (=

Peace.

2009-09-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

Hi!
I'm here to show everyone that I'm alive.
Hahahehehoho.

I'll confess and tell you that I've been busy studying, that's why I seem dead.
I'll confess again and say that I'm totally lying. Sike.

I just havnt gotten my time to use this.. thing.
See, I have to turn it off again.
Gerek seh use com for 5 mins.

Bye.

2009-09-20T10:11:00.000-07:00

First day of raya was awesome.
I'm tired. Thus lazy to type bnyk2. Next time eh, when I'm happy to story tell.
Dad bought a D60.

2009-09-15T06:56:00.001-07:00

I feel weird.
I feel weird cuz I dunno what to feel.

2009-09-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

Somebody help me.
It's like everything I touch turns into heartbreak.
Amazing, it cudve happened much later. But god wants me to work on my patience, apart from the other things I have to work on right now like maths and science and more maths.
So until this is over I have to learn how to be ignorant and indifferent. Heck your surroundings qilla. Gotta indulge in mode, median, mean. Gotta love algebra for now. Gotta obsess in volume and surface area. Ughh.

I swear I'll switch off once exams are over. Gdbye.

Peace.
Okeh, I ndta talk to you. ):

2009-09-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

I've had just about enough
Of quote, "diamonds in the rough",
Because my backbone is paper thin.
Get me out of this cavern,
Or I'll cave in.

I'll keep my helmet on just in case my head caves in
'Cause if my thoughts collapse or my framework snaps,
It'll make a mess like you wouldn't believe.
Tie my handlebars to the stars so I stay on track,
And if my intentions stray I'll wrench them away.
Then I'll take my leave and I won't even look back.

I won't even look back.

2009-09-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

Back.

Everytime I get back I have this phase where I feel like moving there.
Huh, and its still kinda going on.
Life is that thing that's crazy. There's always these ups and downs.
They move so quickly, sometimes my feelings cant catch up. And I get mixed.
I hate it when I'm lagging behind my own life. Gosh I'm an idiot.

Aite, one down.

Peace.

2009-09-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

2009-09-10T10:36:00.000-07:00

Stupid blogger's so laggy! I wna upload retard pics.
And oh, looks like no medicine today. ):

2009-09-10T02:54:00.000-07:00

Yeayy, I'm finally finally finally finally finally done.
Took awhile cuz everytime I editted one thing another would screw up. But yh, it's okeh now.

It's either study, sleep or computer over here. Well actually there's alot more like walk on the beach or cycle or read a book or feed a cat or jog, but I'm feeling a little lazy. Alright, a lot lazy. Why lie huh.

Tsk, something's wrong with me. My sense of urgency has totally died. It's Thursday and yes, not much studying done. Ahh. You cant count helping my sister with maths homework, right? But there's a few tests coming up when school reopens. So I better knock myself out of this daze.

And uh, I woke up @ 3pm today. Nyahaha. I got a headache and a backache. Egh.
Something random: I'm watching a japanese cooking competition.
The show's in japanese but there's english voice overs. Lol.
It's heck funny. Serious, not sure why tho. Ever heard of pen shell? Hmm.

Peace. (The green highlight's weird, so there wont be anymore)

2009-09-09T11:56:00.001-07:00

Currently it. Continue tmr. Wootz I'm tired.

2009-09-09T10:58:00.000-07:00

Grrr, blog skin hunting better pay off.

2009-09-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

I'm supposed to be studying.
Damn it, all I wna do is sleepzzzzzzzz.
See.

I sleep in th aftn like a pig then nanti @ night hard to sleep.
You know, the bed is so much bigger than the study table. Pfft.
And, what's up with the 'huahuahua'? It's like everybody's using it. Hmm.

Okeh, wna go sleep sumre.
Hah kidding.
I'll TRY to study now. Oh shut up.

Peace.

bottomless pit

2009-09-07T22:31:00.000-07:00

Yknw how you need medicine but you dint get enough of it?
Especially one that you actually want to take?
Yupp.

There was this stupid side effect where I just wanted to cry.
What the hell.

But then he gave me little pills..
which brought me back to sanity.
So yeah.

You dont have to get it.
Only, one thing.
I fell in love with yr offline msg.
Foolish, but who cares. As long as this girl's happy.

Dont be amazed. (=

Peace.

2009-09-07T07:48:00.000-07:00

Killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time killing time.

Who knew time was so darn hard to murder.
Maybe I'm just a lousy criminal.
Pssh.

I know la, I'm crazy.
My late night medicine blom dtg. Lol.
^^

thug story!

2009-09-06T00:15:00.000-07:00

I realised it's hard for me to blog when songs are blasting. Heh.
Okay.
What the hell do I say?

I spent the whole flight last night sucking on a lollipop.
I saw the moon during take off and landing. Btw is was (Y).
There was a cute girl across the aisle.
She was laughing at me, or my lollipop. Idk.
I was really bored.
Mum took up 2 seats.
1 seat to open the newspaper besar2.
She must have been really comfortable.
I kept looking out the window.
Eventhough there was nothing to see.
Pitch black is just mundane, yknw?
I tried to peek at the person behind me.
I so dont know why.
I was really bored.
There's nothing to do in a flight.

Kuching Airport was friggin cold.
Saw dad and mimi.
Never stopped talking.
Damai's the same, welcoming.
Feel much better here.
Waited for my turn on the laptop.
Apparently my sister was busy.
Tried to blog but didnt.
Webcamed. (=
Laughed like idiots.

I really wna say: "Are you busy? Cuz I wna talk to you."

Peace.

you got me

2009-09-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

@ Sarawak.
Yay.

I can sort of run away from all the nonsense.
But I hate leaving for one thing.
Heheh, tell you for what.

Peace.

2009-09-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

Finally.
Something proper.
(=

Peace.
I'll be.

2009-08-31T09:44:00.001-07:00

How everything can change in two minutes.

here we go again

2009-08-28T09:02:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Have I always been this crazy?
I'm so bored, I'm bored of being bored.
You get me? Sure you do.

but my heart was racing
my mind was screaming
you've got your whole life
to do these things

Peace.
Wait, how did you get here under my skin?

2009-08-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

(Y)
Things might as well just plummet from here.
Why does it matter.
I've been feeling so solemn lately anyway.
I wish there were signs.

Oh, I've never really known the meaning of hiatus..
but I guess that's what I need now.
Right, on hiatus. Whatever.

Look at what the stupid Guest tagged.
I must be darn popular.

Peace.

changed your mind

2009-08-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

Sedih sia, I always screw things up.

Short day but lots of things happened.
At least in my head lots of things were happening.
I'm so mad at myself. What did I do eh?
Aiyah, maybe it's just because I could'nt care less. Tsk!

Now the tables have turned. Stupid.

Maths test was alright. D&T too. Dowan talk ready lah.

Peace.

i o u, u, u, u , u and u a big hug!

2009-08-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

Yes. Thanking everybody who wished me a happy birthday.

THANK YOU!

Okay, I'm done.

Peace.

2009-08-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

I have intentions. I want to go out.

fragile

2009-08-03T07:07:00.001-07:00

Nobody comes here anymore. How discouraging.
And that's pretty much all I am able to write.

Believe me, my life's been the most hectic these few days.
But my mind just stops thinking so I cant blog.

I dunnnnnooooo whaaaattttt tooooo bbblogggggg abbbooouutt!
Can? Okeh.

time travel

2009-07-31T08:30:00.001-07:00

I dont like this. I dont like this. I dont like this. I really really dont like this!
Life is extremely irregular. And lousy with timing.
It's giving me issues at a critical time like this?
Plus I dunno why I'm being so fxcking paranoid.
A simple comment gets me all worked up. My reactions are just (Y).
Unpolished to the core.

Anyway, I dropped a huge clue.
Good luck eh.

Peace.

talk

2009-07-30T06:15:00.000-07:00

Well, things have happened, things passed.
And seriously I think I have stm.
Or maybe I just dont bother thinking back. -_-

Anyway, I need to revise alot on maths.
Is it never too late?

Peace.

2009-07-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

I'm a fickle head.
Eh, wait I'm not. Oh kkkkay yeah I am.
Really..? Yeah should be. I think so.
Right?

Do you see what I mean.
It might be a stupid example, but it's the truth.
Ugh. What is wrong with me!

Anyway, sucky things aside..
Congratz Iris. (=
I'm so proud of my partner, heh heh.
She's strong and she'll bite you. ^^

Peace.
Yfce, geram sial.

stupidest of things

2009-07-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

Ohhhhhhhh this is just great.

When something good happens, there's always a certain disadvantage.
Life doesnt love me, nope.

Peace.
I-o-y-w-o, s. )=

h-a-p-p-y

2009-07-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

Well not really. I just felt like putting it as a title.

I thought today would be fine.
I thought I wouldnt be able to see you.
At least I wouldnt feel more guilty.
Of course, you had to appear somewhere.

I bet you saw how quick I went into the classroom.
When she told me you looked 'demoralised', I believed her.
Totally lost my mood to study. Or even talk.

Something else came along.
I feel slightly better now.

Peace.

2009-07-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

I'm in such an awkward situation.
I cant explain it.
Not now.

2009-07-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!
I am exhausted, as by exertion; fatigued or sleepy.
Which basically means tired.

It's 8pm and I'm sleepy.
Shit, hope I dont screw my energy for tomorrow.
It's finals.

Peace.
Ps; I really cant be bothered anymore.

reading is impt

2009-07-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

Ha ha. Aquila's truly stupid.

Because of my stupidity I dint read the route properly.
And because of that, I slipped. (Or maybe just fell)
Because of that, I'm only top 10.
That's the nicest way I can describe my position.

10th out of 22 people and 10th out of 11 finalists makes me feel lousy.
But I'm not a sore loser alright.
Maybe just a little in denial. Which is perfectly normal for human beings. =)
Again, at least I dint go hysterical.

Congratz to Justin, Isaac, Jonathan, Amy, Hazlin and Iris. (Y)
Now who did I forget to congratulate..? Pfft ok lame.

Peace.

woah?

2009-07-11T07:49:00.000-07:00

Today was seriously an eventful day.
Lots of new things happened, like falling at the start of a speed route.
*Ehem.

So incredibly I made it to difficulty finals. Tomorrow.
I also messed up my speed climb..
I culdve done so much better.
At least I wasnt hysterical about it.

Congratz to Amy and Jon. (Y)
Eh, tired sial.

Peace.

2009-07-10T05:24:00.000-07:00

I'm a human being who's been stretched over so many things.
I'm somebody who's over-kind and I seem to help too much.
I'm a person who gets influenced very easily.
I'm someone who has disappointed many without realising it.
I'm someone who thinks she can handle anything.
I'm someone who gives up.
I'm a person who regrets too late.

I want to vanish off the face of the earth.
I'm gonna start now.

one word,

2009-07-07T05:55:00.001-07:00

Tired.

like me

2009-07-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

God created liars so there would be a little bitch slapping in this world.
But I've met so many my hands are sore.
They can be really extreme sometimes.

ouch

2009-07-03T20:45:00.001-07:00

Wow, body's aching like I'm 60 years old.
No offence to anybody who's 60 though.
I just feel old when I stand up and my back really hurts.
But this is what I get for running away from hard work. Lol.

"Who asked you to? You're the one who wants it, so you get it."
- Quoted from my mama. )=

But it's true that I wanted it. I wanted to exert myself.
Cuz my muscles have been dead for a month.. they needed reviving.
And right now, I'm pretty much sure they're alive.
Alive and kicking. Haha.
I'm off to Swissotel today to handle some booth for AYG.
Wont be so bad then.

Peace.

slow motion sparks

2009-07-01T06:45:00.000-07:00

Hellah.

Lemme just remind myself that Tuesday was a horribly draggy day.
I swear I thought school was over when it was 9.45 am.
And then recess was boring.
Dikir kinda sucked too.
But it was the best fun that day I guess.

Today was really exhausting.
Well when cca started of course.
Havnt been running in a month and then today I did..
My leg cramps are so bad. )=
Anyway I'm drained out.

When I want to be close to someone, that's my fucking problem. Get loose.

Peace.

I want 2 leave

2009-06-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

Ugh stupid stupid stupid stupid!
I hate school and all it's percentage crap.
The first day of school and my bad mood kicks in.
You come in smiling then your teacher starts talking bout all these numbers
and "getting at least an A1 for Maths".
I mean what the hell does that mean? At least an A1 for Maths?! Crazy talk lah.
And please, it doesnt help that your form teacher loves talking bout Maths..
when your weakest subject is exactly that. Demoralising! Grrr.
And then there's the "don't have to work well with your buddies just study well."
WHAT? Yeah, so right. (Y)

I dunno how all the sudden hatred for this place came.
I guess I miss there too awfully much.

I hate the new timetable.
I hate staring at the white board.
I hate listening eventhough I must.
I hate everything here.
Ahhh, I hate being rebellious like this.
Help.

Peace.

without crawling in the dirt

2009-06-27T08:40:00.000-07:00

Yay, school again.
Nothing could be better.

And hey, I broke up with sarcasm.
I cant read it anymore.
When someone's being sarcastic.. I totally dont notice.
Sigh, so much for "Queen of sarcasm".
All the kings and queens are gone gone gone now..
-__-.

Dont worry.
As long as he's still in out hearts, MJ lives.
Not forgetting Farah Fawcett.
RIP cuz everybody loves you guys.

Peace.

go back go back!

2009-06-24T08:36:00.000-07:00

I want to go back to camp, honestly.
I want to worry about nothing but the number of shirts I have left to wear.
I want to worry about nothing but getting a shower in the morning.
I want to worry about nothing but original cheers to holler.
I want to worry about nothing but getting sun burned.
I want to worry about nothing but seeing things at night.
I want to worry about nothing but ending the camp.
I want to worry about nothing again.

In real life you dont scream when someone asks if you're hungry.
Boy do I miss camp.

LOL =)

2009-06-20T08:26:00.000-07:00

I honestly have no idea what I was doing in the pictures. So awkward.
Nonetheless I still luv LOL and Instructor Ziad many many.
Yay.

Peace.

yooooouuuuuuuuuuuu!

2009-06-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

WAZZUP! =D

I loved camp. Loved it loved it loved it loved loved it! Rabak sia. Lol.
LOL! Yeah, LOL. Ha haha hahaha.
Ok ok wait I ndta switch out of my camp mood.
*Breathe in..1 2 3 4...out..1 2 3 4..
Eh that's camp too. ^^ K stop la stop!
Haha stop.. Mr red underwear screams stop. Campfire! Camp! Ahhhhhh!
Ahhhhh.. screaming.. zip line.. Camp camp! Tsk oi shut up.
Shut up? Instructor Ziad always says shut up cuz we're so noisy.
Alamak.. camp!
Alamak.. Everytime people forget to take stuff when they wna bathe,
"eh alamak my bra!"
Hahahahahahahahahah.
Bathing. Towel. Toilet. Oh, Group 2 cleaned the damn toilet.
And this is crazy but it was friggin fun! I love LOL. =D
Crank dat LOL youuuuuuuuuuu! Gosh. CAAAAAAAAAMMMMPPP!

I miss camp. Quite obvious huh.
Anyway.
I'm hungry very very hungry.
Bye.

Peace.

sick lah

2009-06-04T04:22:00.000-07:00

Been busy and sick at the same time.
Ugh I feel icky.
I actually cant wait to get there.
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!!

Ahhh I'm so tired.
It's alright, couple more days.
Get it over and done with the best I can.

"Getting sick is for weaklings!" -Monica, Friends.
Huh, yeah I know.

If at the end of this, it stops.. tell me quick.
So I can get over you.
Peace.

rain in the desert

2009-06-01T06:16:00.000-07:00

Dikir was stressful. Huh.
Tomorrow's session should be filled with more stress.
Typical.

Honestly speaking I dont think I'm ready for the competition.
And right now I'd rather play the maracas.
Tell me who likes pressure.

A drop in the ocean- Ron Pope
I dont wanna waste the weekend.
If you dont love me, pretend a few more hours
then its time to go.
As my train rolls down the east coast,
I wonder how you keep warm.
Its too late to cry, to broken to move on.
And still I cant let you be.
Most nights I hardly sleep.
Please, don't take what you dont need from me.

Peace.

a lack of everything

2009-05-29T17:41:00.000-07:00

I think I'm done being emo.
Everybody's moody and I hate it.
So I shudnt be like everybody.
And I've tried but it seems to be some bad habit I cant get rid of.
Classic.

I'm supposed to be at a competition right now.
But that's right, I'm sick.
39.5 degrees Celsius, a heck of a fever.
Yesterday my head hurt so badly I could see veins throbbing on my forehead.
I couldnt sleep too, and woke up @ 3am.
It was really uncomfortable.

My mum tells me that I've not been taking care of myself well.
I dont drink enough water and I exert my body way over it's limit.
I dont eat dinner too.
She's probably right, and so my body's taking revenge on me. Pain.

Eh, I'm sorry I dint do it well enough for you lah.
Have you ever heard of beginners? Oh that's right, you probably havnt.
Cuz you were born with natural talent.
You could do it way better than me when you were 5.
Right?
I'd understand if you corrected me. But noo, you had to make fun of my lousiness.
Well in the first place I dint intend to do it.
I did it for the sake of you being satisfied. Guess I'm wrong.
Dont mean to brag, but if I dint volunteer.. who would have? Think idiot.
Learning a new skill is as hard as trying to lose weight.
So let's see you get rid of that gigantic bulge under your shirt in a day.
When you do, come tell me.
If you dont, you can take my place. Cuz you'll be able to cover the fats.
If you get what I mean.
You should, since you're so prfect.

Peace.

someone somewhere

2009-05-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

Someone is dreaming,
Someone is hoping just that this will be the day.
That this will be the day that you take your eyes off the ground.
Out of the blue, you see that someone is looking right back at you.

God, tomorrow is the last day of school.
One whole month of emptiness?
Tragic.

gay walk when you jaywalk

2009-05-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

Limelight yesterday night was awesome. The school band is epic! =)

I'm filled with so much regret.
I've been screwing things up lately. So many things.
And I have come to this state where I think too much. Become too paranoid.
It's annoying everyone, even myself. Especially myself.

Worse, people think I've got magic. Like I can work miracles.
I'm sorry but I cant make everyone happy at once.
I'm really bad at multi-tasking. Especially when the tasks I'm expected to handle are two totally different things. Really different.
I'd really love it if at least one of my problems subsided.
But, the world doesnt revolve around just me. Fat hope.

We had music today. And like every other minute, I felt emo.
Had to write something for fathers' day. So I did.

I can’t put my appreciation for you into words. But since it’s the only way to express it, then I should try my best. I may not be able to feel your love now as often as before because we’re so far apart; still I know you love me. I know you love me because of the things you’ve done for the family, for the things you’ve done to make me happy. And the biggest deed you’ve done for me is sacrifice. You sacrificed leaving the family to work overseas. You did it just so the family would have enough income to live. You did it because you’re dad. You did it because you love me, because you love us. Dad, you’re the man. And I’d really mean it if I gave you a mug saying World’s Coolest Dad.
I love you. =)

I just felt like putting this msn conversation:

... says:
its nt ur fault alrite?
... says:
pls dun tink abt it anymore
... says:
i wld get over it v.soon
I-KILL-YA. says:
i just know i did somth wrong.
I-KILL-YA. says:
i know i did.
... says:
i dunno okay
... says:
i dunno its u or mie
... says:
i dunno wad im tinkin
... says:
i dun wish to tink so much'
I-KILL-YA. says:
its me, really. why would i ever feel guilty if it wasnt me.
... says:
cause u r tinking too much
I-KILL-YA. says:
i guess.
... says:
i tel u i m reali sry i dunno if its u or mie i tink n tink i jus cant noe wad i m tinkin
I-KILL-YA. says:
relax.
... says:
if u wld promise mie nt to tink too much i wld relax
I-KILL-YA. says:
i promise.
I-KILL-YA. says:
lk, im nt even thnking right now.
I-KILL-YA. says:
im staring at screen, stoning.
I-KILL-YA. says:
i dont even knw who you are?
I-KILL-YA. says:
are you okay? please be. =)
... says:
yupp
... says:
okay
I-KILL-YA. says:
sure?
... says:
ya ya
I-KILL-YA. says:
im sorry.
... says:
dun say sry
... says:
its nt u who did wrong
... says:
i m sorry
I-KILL-YA. says:
but the thing is, im expectd to multi task now?
... says:
bt it has nth to do wif tt
... says:
nt much
... says:
no
... says:
dun tink so much kay
... says:
if u cant do it i dun wanna force u to do it
... says:
i dun wan u to feel troubled

Peace.
I have the courage now, it's up to you.

stupid, foolish, humiliated, regret, guitar

2009-05-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

Nothing happened today.
So today I feel nothing.

I only say it cuz I mean it.
I only mean it cuz it's true.
Dude, what about you?

Peace.

terrified

2009-05-23T06:58:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6a1lfnjqC4I&feature=related

Terrified written by Kara DioGuardi and Jason Reeves.
Would have put the video, but my blog song is unstoppable.
So yeah.
Watch it, seriously.

I love Jennifer Love Hewitt's hair. )=

hours spent thinking

2009-05-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

Tsk, what's wrong with me.

I'm not happy when I should be.
I'm scared when I shudnt be.
I'm not listening to people giving advice.
I think of the negative.
I cant sleep peacefully.
I sit up for hours thnking of the consequences.
I want it to happen.
I dont want it to happen.
It doesnt occur to me that it might not happen at all.
I wonder if he's afraid too.

I imagine the scene in my head over and over.
I imagine saying no.
I imagine what he'd do if I said no.
I imagine saying yes.
I imagine what he'd do if I said yes.
I imagine regretting in the future.
I imagine him regretting.
I imagine long distance when I leave.
I say to myself: 'Long distance relationships never work.'
I imagine so many things.

I think of writing a book when everything happens.
I think of writing a book when nothing happens.
I realise I'm being melodramatic.
Over emotional bitcho.

Tsk, what's wrong with me.

Peace.

great! tsk

2009-05-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

Why is my heart pounding so hard.
Why do I get all butterflyish when I hear stuff like this.
Why did I say 'I dont know'.
Why does he ask so many questions.
Why did I answer untruthfully.
Why does it happen this way.

damn

2009-05-21T05:55:00.000-07:00

TODAY SUCKS PLZ.

Firstly, I got the same bad rumour.
Secondly, I totally diao-ed him and then felt guilty.
Thirdly, my maths paper sucked. Really sucked.
Fourth, ________.

God. How did I not cry again?
At least dikir wasnt that bad.

If you watched American Idol finals today, you would have realised that Scott MacIntyre is an amazing person. He's got such a brave soul. Being able to dance on stage, remember his cues and all despite his disability? Brilliant! =)

Oh and yeah, Kris won. AHHHHHHH! Haha.

I really need to get my brain sorted out.
Apakah igau ilusi atau realiti?

Peace.

woah

2009-05-20T06:40:00.000-07:00

Some results today.

English- A2
Literature- B4
Physics- B4
Malay- B3
Biology- A1
History- B4

Haha, yay no Cs so far.
But, maths is tomorrow. So I need to brace myself.
I'm glad I passed physics. =)
Chemistry, dont fail on me now.
I need this.

Peace.
Could it be real the thing?
Cuz, I'm getting crazy over this.
And my eyes, all the time they get it their way.
I'm helpless, distracted?
Woah!

i'm happy

2009-05-18T05:48:00.001-07:00

Yes, that's all.
I'm just happy. =)
But today sucked so much.

I'm glad I could help Mabu feel better somehow!
Although it's only cuz I have alot of lame things to say.
That isnt really a good thing. But oh well.

Somehow, I dont think I'm the lamest person I know. (Ehem)
Haha.

No, you really dont have to make a big fxcking fuss over that.
You're annoying me so much.
I know exactly how you feel.
Still, no need for the whole world to know.
I dont think anyone would care even.
I know it's what I did too.
But look, I dint announce it everywhere.
I can understand if it's like, the main reason why you live right now.
Worse still, the most stuck up sentence you ever said is stuck in my head.
Great.

mabellyn

2009-05-17T03:50:00.000-07:00

Mabellyn Tang!
I'm really really really really worried.
Like really.
I want you to tell me everything on your mind on Monday okay?
If you wont, I will make you.

I dont care if your not ready or whatever.
Cuz I want to help you, like you've helped me.
But I dont wanna force you open either.
Cuz then that'll hurt you. Gosh.

At least just tell me a little bit about it during school.
I really wanna know.
And I really wanna get the honour of trying to cheer you up.

Nobody wants you to kill yourself.
Nobody thinks you dont deserve to live.
Everybody loves you.

Peace.

this contrast

2009-05-15T02:49:00.001-07:00

Oh gosh, today was almost perfect.
If only I did the one thing I promised to.

I go slow, I fall deep.
Maybe I am that crazy.

back

2009-05-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

Sculpture Park day.

Plus:

Wow, Amy's a two-timer! Haha.

(That's CM)

Peace.

danny gokey!

2009-05-14T03:59:00.000-07:00

What. What. What? What! WHAAAAAAATT?!!?!?!
Danny Gokey's gone home? Yeah real funny American Idol.
I love Kris but I dint expect him to be in the top two. Really.
When they said his name, I literally screamed.
1) Cuz Kris is safe!
2) Cuz I knew instantly Danny was going home. ):

I wish all three of them could just win.

I dont feel like blogging anymore. Lol.
Hopefully will be back to post picz of today.

Anton Yelchin is cute. =D

Peace.

drip drop

2009-05-13T05:25:00.000-07:00

I've been doing it my way, your way..
It doesnt work.

Hello. ):

Listening Compre was surprisingly tricky.
But heck, I only want to talk about what's making me cry.

I dint know me leaving really meant something to people.
And I really hoped none of you would continue commenting about it cuz then I'd get all emotional hence the emotional post.
I guess I need to list down reasons why I cant leave.

1) I dont want to.
2) My friends dont want me to.
3) I want to finish my studies in Singapore.
4) I dont want to get tangled up in the 'in case we come back to Singapore you'll have to step down a grade and so we're very sorry' situation.
5) I know the whole family will be there, but I really dont think I'd be smiling much more.
6) You promised I'd only have to go there if I failed/did badly for my exams.
7) I studied for the papers so I deserve to pass them and actually stay.
8) I love it here. Really.
9) I think one or two of my friends would actually face depression if I leave. Kidding.
10) I'm attached to too many things here that are unfortunately too big to be brought there.
11) You dont like forcing me into doing anything, right?
12) I'd become a very, very, very anti-social person.

It might be 12 totally unreasonable reasons for any of you, but it all matters to me.
(Love)(Me+Mabu+Amy+Cm+ALOT OF PEOPLE)=INFINITY(H)
I'm not sure what the (H) means.. but I'll stick to what I'm thinking. Haha!
Dont make me cry please.

To Nut, Sarah(L), ELAINE x] and Guest(whoever you are) : I hope I'm not.

Peace.

down, down, down, down

2009-05-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

The maths paper wasnt so rough on me today.
That's a true miracle.
I need to thank God and myself.
Mostly God.

The paper started at 8, and the minutes that passed by waiting for 8 to come was hell.
Seriously, I was shaking.
Almost wanted to back out from taking the paper.
Cuz I know I put in effort so I could pass this.
And I wanted so badly for it to pay off in the long run.

Guess what, even if I score really well.. I'm still leaving.

I was pretty okay with how the paper went.
Especially after realising I could do most of them.
But I wont get over confident. After all, I'm still very scared of being careless.
Dint have time to check thru my paper.
Ahhhhhh I'll stop thinking about it.

I made a wishlist, courtesy of Mabellyn.
It's called Aquila's wishful thinking.
The first thing on it was: Not leave.
Then: For my phone to move a little by itself.
Hahaha which means that someone texted me.

Ok, I need to go study for Listening Compre tmr.
Haha woah lame!

Peace.

godgodgodgodgodgodgod

2009-05-11T06:19:00.001-07:00

MATHS IS

TOMORROW.

I WILL

NOT

FLUNK THIS.

I REALLY
DONT
WANT TO.

PLEASE?

really, i am!

2009-05-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

I know it seems like I havnt really been studying.
But I honestly have. =D
And right now I'm very very very worried about the maths paper tomorrow.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Peace.

I wont cry at coffee bean

2009-05-10T05:03:00.000-07:00

Well happy mothers' day.
I bought my mum a mug that said 'World's Coolest Mum!' and my dad told me I was being way ironic. Haha evil please.

Anyway went studying with Mabu and CM today. =D
Bishan Library has been my third home ever since MYEs started.
Maths is so complicating! Grr. I really dont wanna fail this paper. Please.
The study date was fun, of course.
Had a heart to heart talk with Mabu @ Coffee Bean. We spent a lot of time telling our problems to each other. And yes, Mabu gave me a very loud pep talk. But it was really effective.
Thk you Mabu. (:

I've finally decided to let out everything.

Would you please just come home? It's really frustrating that at a day that means a lot to her, today, you're not home yet. Not even a dumb telephone call from you. Are you stupid? Remember when you did this before, did it really change things around the house? Did it change the way she treated you? Did you get what you want? Certainly not. Wanna know why? Cuz there's nothing that should be changed. It's truly your fault. Take it as the truth, not as another thing that again, is your mistake.

You cant see it, I bet. Wont you just do something that'll gain her trust? Everything's being done behind her back, obviously little things would get her paranoid. Please, knock some sense into yourself. You can use the computer screen to do that, if wherever you are right now has a computer somewhere. You always say she's treating you like you're worth nothing, but honestly have you treated her like she's worth something?

I think what you're doing right now is really, really foolish. Yes, dad thinks so too. I dont know where you are, and this feeling sucks. You dont have to do it for me, not for her either. Just do it to show you can think straight. No offence. And dont gimme that 'you dont understand' speech. Cuz I know I dont but I'm trying to. Everyone's trying to. You just wont let them. Give it a chance will you.

I know I know, I'm 5 years younger than you. What gives me the right to give you advice.. What gives me the right to tell you off.. I havnt gone thru what you have.. I will never.. But the thing is you're making yourself seem less wise than me. Cuz you're doing this. I fxking miss you bodoh.

You're like Mas Selamat 2. So please, just come home.

Peace.

Now I have to think of titles

2009-05-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

Since the date is already up there, I need to think a bit more whenever I blog.
Okay bottom line, I changed something significant. Wowwww.
You're really stupid if you can't see it.
If you're blind, I'm sorry it isnt your fault. (You wont even be able to see this) Zzz.

Somehow I feel forced by Mabellyn's words to change my blog skin. Haha.
And I felt strangely attached to my previous one.
I dunno why I changed it anyway.

The time is still screwed.

Peace.

{9May}

2009-05-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Today is one hell of a boring day. Really.

First of all, I woke up at 4.30 am. The thunder outside was so loud.
And plus the lightning, it was really a scary scene if you look out the window.
I was freaked out cuz when you're alone in a room at that hour, your mind starts imagining a lot of stuff. So I turned on my mp3 and tried to sleep.
I cudnt so I stayed up and strummed the guitar. Haaaahhh, at 5 am.

I bet my mum was bored too so we decided to get our butts out of the house.
All we did was eat at Fork & Spoon. Zzz.
I went home and there was nothing to do. Wasnt in the mood to study maths either. =D
Hopefully I get that done tomorrow.

Oh shitz, Mothers' Day is like..tomorrow!
Should I just make some lame card or get her something?
I pick getting her something. Yeah.
But what.

Peace.

{8May}

2009-05-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the 24 hour delay.
Science is over. =D
I think I'm gonna flunk the paper with swimming colours. Hahaha. -.-
(it's the opposite of flying you fools)

Sorry for the 'a couple of hours' delay.
Literature is over. =D
The paper was oookay.
I think I stayed up and read the book for almost nothing.
Again, I love exams. Very much. Yes.

YAY.
The next most important paper is maths. ):
I have three days to revise everything.
And that will probably be done with Mabellyn.

Did I mention, Mabellyn is extremely insane.
Like me. =D

Peace.

{6May}

2009-05-06T03:32:00.000-07:00

I know History is already history, but History sucked. And this means I'm history.
(It implies that I'm dead)
Gosh!

Considering how long Singapore's history is, the duration of it's paper should be long too.
Yes I know there's not much of a link between them, but I'm just so pissed that I dint get to check thru my paper. I dint even finish properly. Damn.
If I fail this paper it'll go into my history, and my history is important too. It's important cuz I wanna study History next year. And I thought I could pass every single paper I did.
I did my part in covering all the topics tested alright. I guess I just write too slow. Pssh.

English paper 2 was lovely. I dont wanna sound too proud, but at least it's one paper I have confidence in. Summary was easy, which means it really was not. You dont have to know why.

Anyway, it's Science tomorrow. So far I've only covered atoms and molecules, chemical reactions and balancing equations. Which is only part of chemistry. Which is only part of tomorrow's paper. At this rate I'll probably be sleeping late again, and then get shaked so vigorously in the morning so I wake up in time. Ahh it works for me.

Did I mention I have 13 chapters left to cover?
I'm saving Biology for last cuz even tho it's only 2 chapters, it's really complicated to me.
And I dont wanna sleep cuz I'm afraid I'll forget everything in the morning.
Which I always do. ):

I still have to literally re-read Animal Farm and study two poems for Friday.
So I hope I'll be able to really concentrate during the study session @ Hg tmr.
Gee, I really love exams. =D

Peace.

{5May}

2009-05-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

Malay's over. Yeessssssaaahhh.
Although, I think I dint do too well for Paper 1. ):
Paper 2 was alright.

I finished reading Chapter 7. Only.
I have 25 more pages to read thru, like 10 sheets of paper, and a few tests to revise for History tomorrow.
Im sucha last minute bitch please.
At least now I know nothing will distract me.
Which means studying with the computer turned off.
Sacrifice.

Damn I miss my juniors. ):
Peace.

{4May}

2009-05-04T03:20:00.000-07:00

There's only so many songs that I can sing to past the time.
And I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind.

Wassup!

English Paper 1 was fine, really.

I'm actually not proud that I wrote 700+ words.

More words mean more room for mistakes! ):

But oh well, what's done is done.

After school and after abrupt stops to decide some stuff, I could finally go home.

Mabu called when I was already at my void deck. Gosh.

Accompanied her to study @ bishan lib.

Went home for awhile to grab a few stuff.

I'm happy cuz I understand Chemistry again. =D

I'm left to memorise a lot of malay stuff for tomorrow! Gah.

{3May} The family gathering was seriously excellent. (:

Ok byeeee.
Peace.

{30April}

2009-04-30T06:48:00.000-07:00

I must thank God.
I need to thank Jon, Mabu, CM, Amy, Kenneth, Iris and Hazlin for helping me in my D&T.
I need to thank Nut for helping me complete my art.
I need to thank Jingying and Kaiwen for lending me their art utensils.
All of you were being seriously patient with me. Owe you guys a lot. =D

I need to thank Mr Yam, for still accepting my way overdue art piece. Thank you!
If it wasnt for his decision, I would have cried in class. The overdued piece was a major part of my CA marks, and so if I dint hand it in I would have failed really badly. Again, thank you thank you thank you.

I need to thank Mr Lee, for probably giving me extra marks to increase my percentage for Maths. And if he didnt, I still need to thank him for passing me! One more, I have to thank him for spending his time teaching the weaker ones in maths (obviously me), after school cuz it really helped me.
Thank you!

I need to thank Cikgu Siti for allowing me to do my art during her class. Thaaank youu!
I need to thank Munirah for not hating me. =D
I need to thank Amy once more for reminding me of who to thank. Lol.
Lastly, I need to thank everybody for not being an asshole today.

I thank my sister for coming home.

Peace. (and thank you)

{29April}

2009-04-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

I am so tired.
I know I'm a last minute worker and so today was my 'Quick get it done!' day.

I had to finish:
1. ~~History journal~~
2. ~~D&T presentation board~~
3. Art creative self-potrait
4. ~~Bio digestive system presentation~~
5. Malay karangan.

I didnt manage to finish all cuz I slept for two hours once I got home. (Y)
My brain is getting dry from thinking too much.
Unfortunately, tomorrow is just another day all over again.
Sometimes I scare myself so much.

Peace.

{27April}

2009-04-27T05:24:00.000-07:00

'With this guilt, I need to try and make it better.'

School was excellent. Haha.

Although the first part of assembly sucked, I managed to pay attention to the performance. Heh!

Friends can't stop saying my least favourite word. It's haunting everything I do. Gosh?

After school was a little weird. Just a little. Haha Mabu. =D

Studied maths for awhile. ^^

Home.

Amy I got stuff to tell you.

Peace.

{25April}

2009-04-25T04:14:00.000-07:00

Imeem sucks.
No offence to anybody who doesnt seem to have a problem with it.

Finally I have the original version of Boom Boom Pow. =D
Thanks to myflashfetish.com. (Rubbing it in Imeem's face)
Hah that was stupid.
But does Boom Boom Pow have that weird sound that goes on for awhile near the end?

Anyway.
I woke up in the morning feeling very.. hopeless.
So I decided to text Mabu, who always makes me feel better.
She told me the only thing to do was wait.
I did, and I'm glad I did it. =D
But I know Mabu did something. Again, thank you Mabellyn.
My pep talker.

Now I feel extremely happy.
And I hope nothing spoils my day again.
I need to talk to Mabu!

Peace.
Good guys come last. But they're last because they wait.
And when you wait, you get what you want.
Worked for me.

{23April}

2009-04-21T05:26:00.002-07:00

I lost the bet. Whaaaaaaaaat?
Okay fine, it was something.

When I woke up in the morning I decided I should really just concentrate on my studies.
When I took the bus, I was determined to pay full attention during Maths lesson.
When I walked into school, I promised I would'nt get affected if I saw this particular person.
When I reached school in the morning, it all kinda vanished. Pathetic.

Felt superhero tired.
I managed not to turn to the left, for awhile.
Whaaaaat issssss haaaappeningggg to me.

Anyway, had maths remedial after school. Helped me a lot. =D
Malay oral? I think I sucked. But at least cikgu dint show that I sucked. Lol.
Cm's place.
Home.

Peace.

{22April}

2009-04-21T05:26:00.001-07:00

Cough. Flu. Fever. Headaches. Ropeburn.
Mmhmmm, life sucks today.

I have a bet with Mabellyn. I'm totally going to win it, and she's gonna have to take her shirt off.
Hahaha stupid inside joke.
I was unstable for the whole day. Seriously I knocked into a few people on the way home. Gosh.

Tomorrow's malay oral. Grrrrrreat.
History project is finally done.

Peace.
'Hair is love.' The most ridiculous three words put together in a sentence.
Somebody help.

{21April}

2009-04-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jonathan! (:
Hope it'll at least get 10% easier to win her. Haha.

Today was mundane.
Though lunch was weird.

Imagine someone calling your name. You turn around, right?
Then I saw two people urging me to walk towards them. I took one step they turned their backs to me. I took another they turned back. One more they walked away, but turned back again.
So I walked away. But then they called my name again. Gosh, fickle minded people much.
It ended up with nothing passed between me and them. After a few minutes of back and forth. Thanks to Mabellyn.

I got full marks for my Chinese test. Haha.
I so dont feel like going to school tmr.

Peace.

{18April}

2009-04-09T06:18:00.004-07:00

I feel like talking about Friday.
Ironic isnt it? (:

I spent my 'waiting time' with Nazeha. And I was feeling sad for the same reason I was sad during recess. This only Mabellyn knows. (:
So after CM finished her lesson they decided to eat out of school. I needed to get out of there too so yeah, I followed them.

CCA was so friggin kanina unlucky.
I belayed Fitri. I did my warm-up climb. I waited for the ropes to be set up at one route. I saw a girl who kept looking at Jonathan and Brandon. I watched Brandon lead climb. I watched Jonathan lead climb.

I watched my life pass before my eyes as I unsuccessfully led and successfully fell real badly. I was turned upside down. I stopped just before the ground.
I felt nothing. I felt something. I felt pain. My left thigh. "I have a fucking rope burn."
I went to the toilet and checked on it. Godammit it was huge and gruesome. I could see my flesh and lots of it. The big white scar scared the hell out of me. I went out of the toilet limping. Went back in to put disinfectant on it. Teared a bit. "It fucking hurts alot."

Went back out and everybody asked what in the world happened to me. Some said they heard me scream. "Rope burn. Pain sial." Mr Tay came and told me I still had to run. "You're not serious, right?" He just looked at me with this blank face. I sat on the bench and cried a lot. Mr Tay panicked and sneaked his way out of the scence. Thanks Mr Tay. Seniors tried to cheer me up. Benny got the honour of the first one to make me laugh. "Will you feel insulted if I get you toilet paper?" Lol. I love my team mates. =D

Time for them to run. I dint have to, eventually we found out he was joking. I already knew that, I just wasnt in the mood for dry humour. Thanks Mr Tay.
Spent a lot of time with CM sorting out the ropes. Sorry CM for making you do most of the job. Saw Mr Tay's glasses on the bench. Took it out of pure will to get little revenge. Gave it back soon after. He offered to buy me a drink. No thanks Mr Tay.
I was limping most of the journey home and the rest of my 'go home buddies' were kind enough to slow down, give me seats and help me stand up. Haha. Again, I love my team mates. =D

My rope burn still hurts. Extremely hurts.
But finally this long story comes to an end.

Peace.

{16April}

2009-04-09T06:18:00.002-07:00

Alermakkkkkk.
Yesterday was embarrassing.
Today lagi embarrassing. Oh gosh.

Had a maths test today. No, wait. Gonna flunk the maths test today.
Simple Algebraic Fractions not.

Recess was..
let's just say I laughed very loudly.
And let's just say Mabu was being extremely vocal. Extremely.
What happened seriously shocked me, so I dint know how to react.
Tried to remain expressionless, but couldnt hold my laughter.
Haha reminds me, expressionless is like the total opposite of Mabu's story. Hilarious.

After school my SRR time was delayed due to this malay karangan thing.
I finished it at what, 5. And the place was closing at 6.
So I only had an hour to spend.
But that hour was really filled again, with laughter.
Peng Wai was being a serious retard please.
And I laughed at every single dorky thing someone, ehem, did. Haha.
Mr Lee has a weird laugh.

Well that was my day.
Peace.

{14April}

2009-04-09T06:18:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday roundface! (:
Love ya kkkkk.

Malay essays have this thing.
They like teenagers to do argumentatives on themselves. For example: 'Teenagers are spending more time with their friends then their family. Discuss.' or 'Teenagers are spending too much time on the Internet. Discuss.' Gosh. And we get the same questions over and over I'm really getting sick of it.

So today I picked a new topic. Something to do with this idiom.
It was a refreshing choice. Not.
I cant find ideas, cant think of a story. Ahhhhhhh great job Aquila. (Y)

Anyway.
Physics test was alright.
Passed my maths test! (:
History test tomorw.
Malay essay due tomorw. But I only have the meaning of the idiom on my paper, period.
I need inspiration asap.

Peace.

{9April}

2009-04-09T06:18:00.000-07:00

Today had a weird ending.

Lessons were bearable. (Is that a word?)
Dikir performance. Gosh, now my fingers hurt more.
Then watched some malay competition thing. Amy got third. *Clap.
She was almost as tall as me too, haha thanks to high heels.

Exited school and saw a big group of people.
I saw people who I dont usually see at that time, so I guessed something happened.
Something really did happen. But it dint affect me much, just a couple of my friends.
I hope you're okay Shafiq. (:

I think the idea of using an umbrella as a weapon to beat someone up is totally awesome. Not.
I think the idea of getting other people to solve your issues is totally excellent. Not.
I think the idea of getting someone who's as much of a coward as you are to solve your issues is even better. Not!
Just something related to today's weird ending.
Lepakd for awhile then headed home.

I cant remember whatever that's happened for the past few days.
So I cant blog bout the past few days. Whatev.
Oh tomorw Good Friday seh.

Wow I am fxking lazy.
Peace.

B for Bitch.

2009-04-05T02:15:00.000-07:00

Have you heard of the term appreciation?

I guess not.

I'm gonna quit being nice, cuz you've become too much.

{4April}

2009-04-02T07:03:00.001-07:00

Well at least Homecoming dint suck.

Class shirt turned out to be cool. Ehem, after some 'minor' editting.
Sold all the cookies! (: And people actually played our pathetic game. Heh.
Stall banner was nice too.

Oh, I got dunked. :B
I was forced tyvm. They pinned me and took off my shoes. I made it kinda difficult cuz I was kicking and screaming. Haha.
The splash was seriously awesome but it hurt. Anyway.

I had a fxking mood swing today.

Peace.